A dream. A romance. A love. In Words. I think you prefer when the world "together" means not "a million," but just two.

  Poems to Louis


I was one of the insatiables. The ones you'd always find sitting closest to the screen. Why do we sit so close? Maybe it was because we wanted to receive the images first. When they were still new, still fresh. Before they cleared the hurdles of the rows behind us. Before they'd been relayed back from row to row, spectator to spectator; until worn out, secondhand, the size of a postage stamp, it returned to the projectionist's cabin. Maybe, too, the screen was really a screen. It screened us... from the world.


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A crush

I've got a huge crush on somebody I rarely know.

I know him, because my friends know him. I met him once or twice, we talked a little, but I feel so attracted to him.

I feel insane.

It feels like I totally fell for him.

But there sn't anything I can do, he has a girlfriend. And they seem to be happy ...
12.7.07 00:29


Another Crush and an Affair

There's somebody else. I've known him for years now. I don't know. Four or five years, maybe more.

Although I've always felt attracted to him, it now feels so strong and real.

I'd like having a little secret affair with him.
Some nasty little affair. A little love, a little sex, I don't know.

But he is way older than I am. Not too much, but there's a wife and two kids ...

Makes a lot impossible ...

What can I do except wait? ....
12.7.07 00:34


I don't ...

I just don't understand anything anymore ...

How is this possible? The possilibity is so low, it can't be. He can not mean me, can he?

I'm paralized. I'm confused.

My heart ...

is leaping up and I don't know what, because i'm not sure. Not sure at all. How can I know?

What does all of that mean? And how am I to react?
12.7.07 02:47


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